Suffocated Love

Pinned to the wall,can't breath
You want to make me happy
But sometimes baby you choke me
I know its unintentional but baby its unbearable
I want you to listen not just hear me

Screaming inside,shaking uncontrollably
These disturbed emotions I can't contain
I wanna get over this
forget it be done with it
I love you to pieces,the warmth of your hearts embraces
But sadness I cant take it
When am hurting inside I can't fake it

We won't always want the same thing...don't over think it
Its just you being you and me not being you
Accept it don't crush it
Stop talking pay attention
Not agreeing is not lack of devotion
just differences in interpretation
I know you hurting and I hate adding to it
but lets help each other get passed it.
Agree on our differences, compromise make sacrifices
meet at some point before this breaks us
cut in two separated I don't want to be.

I love you lets make this drama history
I wanna hear you out,hear me
let's break free of this misery.

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Miss Distrruction

She comes to destroy the peace.
Its not her business but she wants to be seen ,she is a disturbed soul
Her misery is greater than all other seeking company
Do not stand in her way,she comes with her entourage,
notorious for their unforgiving ways blurring my vision

For a second i loose it..control of my situation
I realise what she cant have she aims to destroy
Her intentions i cannot fathom her actions are intolerable
I wonder what goes through her mind as she wreaks havoc in my life's neighbourhood
I also wonder why she chose this exact moment,this particular time...why me

Was I in her way or an innocent by stander in the wrong place at the wrong time..
caught in this storm
Or perhaps she came here knowing i would be at this place in time
unprepared only to be trampled down

I must admit I did not see it coming,reports gave no warning
Finding myself in the midst of this crazy stampede of nature not at ease
Caught unawares,was i that unprepared..its not a good look in such situations might i add
No light ,no refreshing moments no sustaining nutrition...of the heart
Wondering when it will end before the darkness chokes me

Was all this drama necessary honestly.
The summer rain falls silently ,the Moon glows peaceful
A drizzle brings harmony but you come with brutality..
why not be like the sun..smile and move on...
but no not you that's not your nature...you go the whole 9 yards

Enough of you,back to me,with all this confusion
I try to find a solution to escape into my basement of sanity
calm appearing unfazed..waiting patiently for the storm to subside
All along plotting,thinking,planning.....
those three words mean the same thing but I am trying to emphasize

The saga continues as she sweeps so self assured,boasting of her might
Destroying a few more lives as she lingers in my life's neighbourhood
Finally she disappears into thin air,as mysteriously as she came
I say to myself,next time i will be well prepared
On my radar i will sense your existence ..as you slowly approach

Hurricane ,a severe cyclone travelling from its point of origin
Usually involving heavy rains and wind greater than 74 miles an hour!!!

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Am Sorry!!!

People say you can't like or love

two people at the same time

I used to think so too

until I met you....

I love the sound of your voice

the way you are always so real

the way you make me feel

the way you take control

and take care of it all

your sensitivity,your honesty

the way you laugh

make me smile even when times are tough

And then there was two

when I started falling for you

the husky tone of your voice

the cologne of your choice

driving my senses wild

Oh thinking of you makes me smile

gives me butterflies to last a mile

We always fighting

funny enough I still want you more

when I see you I loose control

Even though right now

you are making me sore

I know I have him and

i love him I really do

and because I cant be with you too

i got to say this because its true

Am sorry

that everyday am falling for you

Am sorry

that when am sad I turn to you

Am sorry

that when I see you I just want to hold you

Am sorry

that I like you too

Am sorry

that I have to stay honest and true

Am sorry

that deep down inside I want to stay with my boo

Am sorry

that am attracted to you and can't help it

Am sorry

that even though my mind says no my heart says go

Am sorry

we cant make phone calls

or talk no more

or kiss at the door

Am sorry

I can't do this anymore

I got to go.......

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Dream Girl by JR

Dream Girl
I knew it when I guessed your name and I was right
I knew you were the one I saw in dreams at night
You still haunt me, but at least I saw it coming
I still want you, but no! I must keep on running

Running. Yes. That's what I do best
Ask me why? I have no reply
Running. Yes. That's how I survive
I cannot look into those eyes

When I see you, I gaze. Yes, I gaze from afar
But our eyes never meet, I'm too quick on my feet
''You blow me away'' is what I really should to say
But I must be content with just whispering, "Hey"

Contentment. How I hate that word!
Your love's not more than I deserve
Girl, you have loved me many nights
Why must you haunt me in the light?

In fantasies I do not race
In dreams we’re standing face to face
There is no need to run and pace
I’ve earned a place in your embrace

When I dream I conquer death
and loneliness is sacrificed
When I dream. Yes, oh yes.
I look into your eyes

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I wont ask for World peace!

A world full of havoc

I wont ask for world peace.

but that every child know only joy

every woman be treated only with kindness

every man be loved

A world of hunger

I wont ask for world peace

but that every child know no slavery

every woman know no pain

every man know no suffering

A world of torture

I wont ask for world peace

but that every child have their rights respected

every woman have their voice heard

every man walk in freedom

A world of earthquakes, tornados, storms,hurricanes and floods

I wont ask for world peace

but that every child know no fear

every woman know true happiness

every man have a family

A world of war

I wont ask for world peace

but that every child see no bombs,lose no legs or arms

every woman hear no gunshots,lose no daughter or son

every man know no torture,lose no family or friend

A world of poverty

I wont ask for world peace

but that every child know no illiteracy

every woman know no worries

every man feed and provide for his family

A world of hate and anger

I wont ask for world peace

but that every child know no loneliness

every woman know no tears of pain

every man stay to raise his kids

A world of sickness

I wont ask for world peace

but that every child not be orphaned

every woman know no cancer

every man know no AIDS

A world of so much more

I wont ask for world peace

let Miss America ask for that

what good is a wish if you cant help make it happen

All I ask is that God give every child, every woman and every man the peace that surpasses all understanding.

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Alls friends that ends friends...or is it??

 

Thinking about you

just realized i do that everyday

should i call you...maybe not

what the hell...might as well

after all i haven't heard from you in a while

oh wait..we spoke last night right?and this morning

for hours,thought it will never end

whatever point is i miss you...right now

wanna talk to you, perhaps see you

hug you maybe hold you...a little longer.. for a little while

 

I admit you make me weak

sometimes my heart skips a beat

maybe 1 maybe 2 maybe 3...maybe more

 

I read your texts over and over

waiting for your next

am reminded of you in everything i see

you are in my thoughts more than should be

you mean a lot to me.

Let me step back before i lose track

lose myself in emotions

that are bound to stay in my heart.

never to be let out

 

I admit you make me weak

sometimes my heart skips a beat

maybe 1 maybe 2 maybe 3...maybe more

 

When i see you i wanna run to you

like in those movies

then it hits me....you are not my boo

we a re just friends and even though we cool

there is something i been hiding from you

maybe there is a soft spot in my heart

a soft spot.....i like you a little more than i should

and yes i surrender these feelings for you.

 

I admit you make me weak

sometimes my heart skips a beat

maybe 1 maybe 2 maybe 3...maybe more

 

Like the desert needs the rain

from you i cant refrain

i try, even though am left in pain

but all this in vain

i admit you make me weak

sometimes my heart skips a beat

maybe 1 maybe 2 maybe 3...maybe more

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dec 30/08

 

For the moment spent in love

moments of total verbal silence

hearts conversing in tongues unknown to the mind

Almost like it was heaven ordained,

that we be together at this very moment in time

a moment spent in love.

Heartbreak,pain and tears are foreign to our hearts

hoping we will not encounter these ungodly sins

as we spend a moment in love.

Distance aches,but it is a blurry obstacle seen as part of the novelty of every reunion.yet the cause of the torture of every departure.

Reminders everywhere of a moment spent in love, a moment began months ago but still ever so fresh,like the excitement of a new love never growing thin.Oh what a great priceless moment,a moment spent in love.

 

A moment i will keep,a moment i will cherish and am glad i spend this moment in love with you.

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