March 2008

This has turned out different from what I thought

I always knew you were the nicest

Knowing your girl was the luckiest

But I never thought of you to be more than that

And honestly that’s the fact

You and she have lost track

And you come to me for advice

A listening ear is what I lend near

And now am falling for you

I really don’t know what to do

Because I don’t want to change things between me and you

Knowing that’s what you would want too

A friendship that’s honest and true

But I can’t be honest about what am going through

The thoughts of me and you…..

Am sorry I can’t be there for you

Like you would like me to

But I don’t want to be the bitch that split you two

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got to get something off my chest

i want  to  speak my mind

lets rewind

to the crap i went through

when i was with you

to think i even called you my boo

 

time and again you crossed the line

trying to seem divine,heaven sent

"baby am sorry it was my mistake"

You put up a front like you cared

or would forever be there

to think i trusted you,cared for you

sticking things through

what a kick in the ass

 

you must think am stupid

playing games..damn am livid

in time i caught on, to begin

i realized you are one of those men

who will never know the difference between a diamond and a stone

 

Diamonds are so divine,stones the same of a common kind

You may have taken me for granted but that's your loss and not mine

coz am a diamond and boy i will forever shine

Go on with your life,

to wish you harm would be a waist of time

and that aint my kinda charm

 

As i sit here sipping my wine

Because without you am at my prime

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your warmth to me is that one thing i most desire

as it keeps me close to you

and calms my troubles

just the fact of knowing that you are around me

gives me the peace that makes me certain

that having you by my side is what i want all the time

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S.

I wanna wake up,to a familiar face

to the warmth of your embrace

because no one can fill your place

the tenderness of morning kisses

or the beginning of forever blisses

I wanna wake up to a familiar touch

the softness of your skin

the sweet scents of you

Is all i want to breathe

as you lie next to me

I wanna wake up to days of laughter

looking forward to the mornings after

of my forever's with you

as i wake up next to you

Of all familiar faces

let me wake up next to you

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changes..

This has turned out different from what I thought

I always knew you were the nicest

Knowing your girl was the luckiest

But I never thought of you to be more than that

And honestly that’s the fact.

You and she have lost track

And you come to me for advice

A listening ear is what I lend near

And now am falling for you

I really don’t know what to do

Because I don’t want to change things between me and you

Knowing that’s what you would want too

A friendship that’s honest and true

But I can’t be honest about what am going through

The thoughts of me and you…..

Am sorry I can’t be there for you

Like you would like me to

But I don’t want to be the bitch that split you two

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your shit inspires me!!

you know, you inspire me….

Through the shit you do, Let me explain it to you

coz I know sometimes you are dumb too

Your shit inspires me to take no shit from any man

You know the kinda shit that pisses me off

Like baby I love you and he still kissing up on some other bitch

Or baby I wanna take care of you but

Can you lend me some cash till my cheque comes through

My personal favorite..Baby let me spend time with you,

But gimme a minute to make an important call

Oh..Sorry I lost track can we do this some other time

This is the kinda shit you do…and the kinda shit you put me through

The kinda shit that taught me to know your kind

No matter how smooth he tries to sound

Your shit inspires me to know who I wanna be with

And how I deserve to be treated

Like a lady ought to be,

Now take this shit you call a relationship

Out of the door with you..coz am through!!

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and you thought you were playing me...lol

You really are a dumb fool, Dumber than I gave you credit for!

Must have thought I loved you, and you believed me too!

When I said it through and through, Acting like I do

Do you realize I used you? and I played you like it was cool?

Go on and write me that song, like you the one who don’t need me

When you actually miss being next to me,

I am watching you drool, because am not a part of you,

And damn I look fine; to me life has been kind

Unlike you… you must wish you could rewind,

Without even trying, am enjoying teasing you,

Knowing you can never have this

So you better be watching it good, as I walk out that door

Like a millionaire would walk out the hood,

Smiling because all is good, coz he is on track

knowing he can do better and aint got to come back

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the reality of my dreams

I had a dream

My hands were on some sort of surface

I don’t know what it was because I couldn’t see it

But it felt good…..As I slowly run my hand over it

Feeling every curve at the tips of my finger

Ribbed yet smooth, firm yet soft

Felt almost like cashmere to the touch

My mind marveled at this mystery

My curiosity led my fingers to explore

Then I realized its rise and fall..

It was alive..Breathing

slow,silent deep breaths…a beautiful rhythm

I wanted to stay forever but like all dreams

it came to an end as I slowly opened my eyes

Seeing you laying next to me

Couldn’t resist touching you

As I run my hands on your chest

How I love having you next to me…

Beauty indescribable

From the curves on your chest

To the safety of your arms

It was almost like my dream only in reality

And you are the only reality I need

As I lay on your chest listening to you breathe

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To You My Inspiration

To everyone i have encountered in my life...
you inspire the music of my heart.
however brief you may have been around
to share a moment in my life
i appreciate it....
however good or bad the influence
it makes me who i am today
and gives me something to say
everyday i hold my pen to put a few thoughts on paper
you have been an important factor
may have added laughter
or pain for that matter
this is that one chapter
that i say......thankyou

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