life..*sigh*

whats goin on ..i got no idea
i wanna do so many things...make my life the way i want it to be
but its like i know how i wanna do it but i just cant seem to get started
maybe i just dont know were to start.......
am sick and tired of being here in this place or drama
not the kind were you got people pissing you off the kind were you always worrying
life and its responsibilities are holding me down..i dont mean they should go away
i just want a clean slate..to be able to start again and just live a simple life
no worries,taking each day as it comes with no stresses

in the end i cant do it on my own
i gotta call on the one on the throne

Lord
am sorry i took a step away from you
thinking i could make things through
take me back and help me
i cant handle this
its heavy no my shoulders
i cant carry it.........
am sorry please take me back
help me get rid of this stack
to get back on the right track
keep things intact
promise to do my part

your daughter
Ceecee


dec 3/07

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