the highlight of my day

for everyone who has someone .....the highlight of your daylittle do you knowhow much i look forward to that little part of my daywhen i get to sit down in the warmth of my bedtalking to you..one on one though not face to facei feel you just as close as if you were herewhen everything has been all bottled up i get to let loose knowing you understand and lend a listening ear.....having a good laugh with not a care in the world because at that point all that matters is youi have your maximum attention and you got mine.every single sweet word you say is music to my ears to keep me going until the...

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giving my all

i just wanna tell youi didn't know this is how things would bei had been hurt beforeand i didn't wanna give my alli didn't realize i was in this deepyou love me regardlessi know sometimes its hardbut still you hold ongiving me more than i will ever knowstill you stay strongnow am letting goletting go of the past hurt and painto love without holding backbringing down these wallsbreaking these chainscoz all i was is to be with youso am giving my ...

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in the unknown

at a crossroaddon't know were to go or how i got here360 turn don't recognize which directioni came fromhard decision to makehow do i get away from this situationis it a dream...a bad dreamwho do i turn toi hear a soft voicei look around puzzled,whats going onthen i see a hand held out to mei grab hold..for dear lifeholding on having faith in the unknownas am led down a patheven though i don't know what lies aheadi have a feeling everything will be alrightam not promised storm less daysor rainless nightsbut come what may with you by my sidei will sty strong and walk this life line with my head...

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tell me who...

who will i talk to?when you turn a deaf ear!!!you want to talk but never listen......who will i rely on?if you have this wall around youyou say i don't know you but how am i supposed to reach youwho will i run to?when you don't care how i feel insideits always about you....and i thought it was us!!who will i cry to?when am afraid you will judge meit wont matter whats making me sad...it never does!!!who will make me happy?when you never appreciate mei do all this for you...do you even notice!!!tell me who.....coz i thought thats why i had you!!!i dont think you ready to have me in your lifeso maybe...

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life..*sigh*

whats goin on ..i got no ideai wanna do so many things...make my life the way i want it to bebut its like i know how i wanna do it but i just cant seem to get startedmaybe i just dont know were to start.......am sick and tired of being here in this place or dramanot the kind were you got people pissing you off the kind were you always worryinglife and its responsibilities are holding me down..i dont mean they should go awayi just want a clean slate..to be able to start again and just live a simple...

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Black Ancestry

Bound in shacklesdisplaced,disgracedseparated,torn apartone by one they marchaway from the ones who hold their heartstowards a life of work of cultivationin the plantations of foreign nationsafter many years passedfinally set free,from slaverygenerations apart,not knowing were to startso much lost..language,culture,artyet it all started with new names givenby people no longer livingnot knowing were to gofeeling all alone,including the grownmaybe settle in what has become homedisplaced,disgracedonce...

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think about it

to be like dust in the windto be a passing momentleaving no mark,no signnot a moment in timenot in this life lineto mean....nothing to...

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These are in 3

1. lying here,on my own deciding whether to let go do i still want you?do i not? i tried,i waited but now its time... to pick up my pieces and say goodbye2. wishing on a star don't matter were you are wishing this will never end no matter what we do you always come through and for this i forever love you3.i love you when you don't love me i miss you when you don't miss me i think of you when no one else is having you is more than i dese...

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Love Songs

Many people me included don't think much of love songs but come to think of it they aint that bad.Sometimes when you sit down,turn your stereo on while sipping a good glass of white wine in the comfort of your home and pay attention to the lyrics it makes sense.Kinda put your self in place of the subject of the song,as if it were written for only you.You realize one thing,this cheesy music actually touches that soft spot in your heart.Whether you had vowed not to love or you just broke up with someone...

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.....

Emotions flowingeverything in turmoilhow did this beginits like everything is all over the placei don't wanna stress but i really cant help itwhen thoughts of you annoy mehearing your voice is unnervinghow can you not seethat you owe me an apologyyou claim my misery is your painyou must be on some strong drugcoz you don't seem to be feeling thisi have reached a point of edgedon't push me,you might not like what you seeso much darkness aroundabout time you lite a candle...before i walk out that d...

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More than the eye....

Deceiving as looks may beindeed i agree that there is moreto things than the eye can seeconceited,unpredictable sometimes difficult to understandbut behind all this there is much more.....more strength,courage ability and independenceso much you don't knowif an animal..more like a duck..yes a duckcool,composed,calm and beautifulbut all this on the surface..on the outsideunderneath it all there is more..yes moredon't get me wrongits not that all these are not possessedit is that there is all this...

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Friends ....really

when you say friendwhat exactly do you meanbecause if the definition of friendship was based on what you are to mei suggest it be redefinedif not i don't want any more of your kind...friendslast time i checked the foundation of friendship istrust, communication and lovei know you love me..hey i love you toocommunication we are definitely not lacking at thattrust now thats something i would like to know aboutif you claim to be my friendand then you don't trust mewhy would you tell me all these thingsthat are from deep withinthat you would not tell every jack ,peter and janeyou make me question...

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What is all this!!!

why do things have to be complicatedwhy does it have to be sophisticatedits you and me and no one elsewho have to work it out and decide......whats all thisthis being you and ithis being should we trythis meaning you decidethis this this thistell me what this should be?? i thought what we had was realto last a life time all we feeli don't understandhow you can claim to love meand still treat me this wayafter we said come what maywhats the meaning of all thiswondering if there is an us or is it just you and ii thought all this was based on trustand giving your heartguess i was wronghow could i...

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And then he said to me

do u need prayers w. no answersleft there dead w/ no chancesacting so romantiche know french and he speak spanishwe can atleast hand itto him he played his cardsmade a promise to love women and never play w/ they heartsit was up hill @ firstbut when there was less u could give her it hurtWill i still mention the dirtbut it was messed when caught flirtn w/ a girl in red shirtnow to take us apart js took less workbut i guess i was wrong to take the first step i saw the magic in ur eyesFashioned w/ the love that could enchant any one of these guysi was afraid to lose u@ the same time i was afraid...

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Thanks to math class

Sat behind you in math classdidn't really notice youafter all you were just another facecant remember the first time we spokeright now who cares point is we clicked from the start...talked about everything with youyou were the one i ran to....when things were not going rightor even when i lost my sightYou brought out the best in meSpending time with you was simply all i wanted doThe only place i longed you to bewas in my sightbecause at that point everything seemed righttalking long on the phone,i could go on and onnever wanting to hung up and this was just the startof how much you were slowly...

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thoughts.....

Sitting here thinking about youall we went throughthe smiles you put on my facevanished into thin airthen i realize one thing......i miss ...

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*sigh*

A silent cry.....a cry of paintorn in two....from the top right throughMy heat drowning in painnever to be the samehow can i love againwill i ever get throughpain right to the corecant take this no moreas i realize you are long gonetaken away.....by de...

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Think About It

Sometimes we are unsurebut we will never know until we take the steptake courage and let gobecause you will never knowuntil you tryand who knowsyou might just make it thro...

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Stand.....

A vine can not stand aloneit needs a tree,a pole,a wall to hold on tofor strength,shade,support..for moreevery man is a vineneeding others to growin life,in times of sorrowin summer,in winter,through the raindo not be vainthinking you can stand aloneand make it on your ownnever forget you need others to be str...

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My Friend...NOT

i dont know how you do iti really dontyou claim to care but we both know you dontif you did you wouldnt do things that hurt meand brush it off like its alright no its not...what makes you think you have the liberty to be angry but i dont?? ,have you ever tried to put yourself in my placei look at you with a snareand think how its so rareto find people who will always be there CeeCee, March 1...

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X-cuses

is religion and race such an obstaclestanding in your way to be with someoneor being in harmony with the worlddifferent Gods maybe...different approaches to one God i believewhatever the difference doesn't Godwhoever you consider him to bewant you to love all men and accept themstop using God as an excuse and deal with your issues CeeCee, March1...

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hypocrisy

hypocrisy is such a bitchbecause the author is one hell of a snitchi get the itch to punch you at the slightest twitch you stand there and smile at mefrom a mile i see that your lies are pile high damn chik you must think am blindkeep in mind thati know your kind pretend like you carethats not why you were theretell me if that's fair you slap me on the backand you expect me to clapof course am gonna snapespecially since now i know that you so full of crap CeeCee, March 1...

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to feel ,to see and to touch

a rustle through the treesfeel it in your hairas you run along the trackfeel it on your faceas you cool off in the sunsee it as it meets the waterthe water dance...the ripplessand on your palm.....blown awayfeel the breeze,see the breezetouch it and let it tickle youas you feel the chill down your spine CeeCee, July 7...

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MIS........

MIS-understoodevery expression,verbal,physical even emotionaldon't you see that am just trying to be meyou got no say,all you need to dois just try and see it from my point of viewMIS-communicationis that whats between usevery word or actioni mean one thing you take it as anotheris it me, is it you....how do i get things through to youMIS-trustthats just the way it isnothing can change that factthis is what created the first crackin the structure that was once intactthe one that was more than just you and mebut more of a WEMIS-takecan i define it as what we havei feel like maybe this shouldn't...

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