your warmth to me is that one thing i most desire
as it keeps me close to you
and calms my troubles
just the fact of knowing that you are around me
gives me the peace that makes me certain
that having you by my side is what i want all the time
3.25.2008
S.
I wanna wake up,to a familiar face
to the warmth of your embrace
because no one can fill your place
the tenderness of morning kisses
or the beginning of forever blisses
I wanna wake up to a familiar touch
the softness of your skin
the sweet scents of you
Is all i want to breathe
as you lie next to me
I wanna wake up to days of laughter
looking forward to the mornings after
of my forever's with you
as i wake up next to you
Of all familiar faces
let me wake up next to you
3.02.2008
changes..
This has turned out different from what I thought
I always knew you were the nicest
Knowing your girl was the luckiest
But I never thought of you to be more than that
And honestly that’s the fact.
You and she have lost track
And you come to me for advice
A listening ear is what I lend near
And now am falling for you
I really don’t know what to do
Because I don’t want to change things between me and you
Knowing that’s what you would want too
A friendship that’s honest and true
But I can’t be honest about what am going through
The thoughts of me and you…..
Am sorry I can’t be there for you
Like you would like me to
But I don’t want to be the bitch that split you two
your shit inspires me!!
you know, you inspire me….
Through the shit you do, Let me explain it to you
coz I know sometimes you are dumb too
Your shit inspires me to take no shit from any man
You know the kinda shit that pisses me off
Like baby I love you and he still kissing up on some other bitch
Or baby I wanna take care of you but
Can you lend me some cash till my cheque comes through
My personal favorite..Baby let me spend time with you,
But gimme a minute to make an important call
Oh..Sorry I lost track can we do this some other time
This is the kinda shit you do…and the kinda shit you put me through
The kinda shit that taught me to know your kind
No matter how smooth he tries to sound
Your shit inspires me to know who I wanna be with
And how I deserve to be treated
Like a lady ought to be,
Now take this shit you call a relationship
Out of the door with you..coz am through!!and you thought you were playing me...lol
You really are a dumb fool, Dumber than I gave you credit for!
Must have thought I loved you, and you believed me too!
When I said it through and through, Acting like I do
Do you realize I used you? and I played you like it was cool?
Go on and write me that song, like you the one who don’t need me
When you actually miss being next to me,
I am watching you drool, because am not a part of you,
And damn I look fine; to me life has been kind
Unlike you… you must wish you could rewind,
Without even trying, am enjoying teasing you,
Knowing you can never have this
So you better be watching it good, as I walk out that door
Like a millionaire would walk out the hood,
Smiling because all is good, coz he is on track
knowing he can do better and aint got to come back
3.01.2008
the reality of my dreams
I had a dream
My hands were on some sort of surface
I don’t know what it was because I couldn’t see it
But it felt good…..As I slowly run my hand over it
Feeling every curve at the tips of my finger
Ribbed yet smooth, firm yet soft
Felt almost like cashmere to the touch
My mind marveled at this mystery
My curiosity led my fingers to explore
Then I realized its rise and fall..
It was alive..Breathing
slow,silent deep breaths…a beautiful rhythm
I wanted to stay forever but like all dreams
it came to an end as I slowly opened my eyes
Seeing you laying next to me
Couldn’t resist touching you
As I run my hands on your chest
How I love having you next to me…
Beauty indescribable
From the curves on your chest
To the safety of your arms
It was almost like my dream only in reality
And you are the only reality I need
As I lay on your chest listening to you breathe
